After my meeting with Ray this morning, I began to sift through scraps and abridgements from the literature, searching specifically for anything that might prove helpful for Bing.
It seems my initial prediction was entirely incorrect: Bing’s aberrant coupling of Normal and Outlier traits has not bolstered my ability to distinguish between Normals.
Rather, I now find myself confusing more and more of my Normals with Bing.
Yet we will return to Bing.
As I skimmed to digest the highlights of as many current consensuses within my chosen field as necessary, I was shocked to note that the rough findings or guessed implications of almost every article or entry were tied somehow to a single new development.
Having not ventured out beyond my own integrated notes now in . . . weeks (?) . . . I found myself completely caught off guard.
Struck by the fast, seemingly undeniable potential of this new concept, I felt prompted to douse my iun with the boiling coffee fresh in my cup.
I will stress that no finding could have discouraged me more.
Yet this idea seems to have swept through all of therapy’s often discordant worlds in only the time since I last cared to look.
In summary, concrete plans seem set to finalize development of a new iun technology that will essentially offer the exact same treatment I do, and it will be completely free.
A highly praised prototype has, let’s see: “…that has already proven clinically successful in all trials to accommodate the particulars of a patient’s condition and provide a complimentary, all-encompassing digital experience.”
Basically, my clients will face and work through their issues alone in a unique world this thing creates for each of them.
Apparently, it learns.
It adapts.
It understands language as we do, using what the client tells it to eventually allow all points of self-deception and faulty perceptions to be revealed for what they are.
In short, this thing is like an automated version of almost my exact Method; its function is to bring clients to Sticking or Breaking Points as many times as it takes (until they stick).
I was sure I had more time to publish.
I cannot deny my clientele is already on the verge of a steep decline.
Today, for example, I see a wash of scheduled appointments that might as well not happen—all Normals (maybe Bing…), which will only add to the litter already devouring better portions of my desk, room, and mind.
I am almost out of Outliers.
Perhaps my Method works too well.
Yet how could I put up my prices now?
Instead of meeting with me, even the likes of Ray will be plugged into a machine that can reach and show the source of all inaccurate conception in perfect sequence and timing.
What a waste.
Though I have already begun to consider other options, of course my work here must continue until it runs out for good.
Maybe then I can sell my Method to the iuns as these integrated notes, and perhaps help the iuns in their work to build and shape their clients’ worlds…?
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